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Think Burroughs with a soul. Or Beckett with a ten-year habit and
a string of groupies in a motel room he's already checked out of. Having
rubbed elbows with Hell in the flooded toilet of CBGB's back in his
Television days I was one of those dope fiends who couldn't say
a word or look anybody in the eye, Richard one of those dope fiends
who would say anything and had everybody's eyes on himI confess
to a certain awe that somebody who could stalk a stage like that could
go home and write lines that blow your heart out the back of your mouth.
On William S. Burroughs, in his essay "My Burroughs": "It's like he
was a detective sent back from death. He had nothing to prove, only
to discover." A profound observation. It hardly bares mention that you
won't be hearing such aperçus pass through the slack lips of
some mainstream toxic dump like, say, Keith Richards. And I love
Keith Richards. Then again, you probably won't find any upcoming Behind
the Music segments on Hell and the Voidoids, either. But such is
the ultimate realization this book engenders: It was never about the
music. For Hell, it was always the writing. Always the poetry. Or, as
he sang in his most celebrated Voidoids hum-along: "I belong to the
blank generation and I can take it or leave it each time." On the street,
as in life, there's no greater power than the power to say fuck you
and walk away. In Hell's case, he just wanted to walk away and create
like Breton.
What becomes clear by the last, lasting passages of Hot and Cold
a veritable Cook's tour of Hellabilia: essays, journal entries, song
lyrics, stories, and poetry from 1969 to 2000is that part of Hell's
process was always finding the right front. He invented a persona from
behind which he could launch his verbal missiles before retiring behind
the torn shirts, the tracks, and other trappings of the professionally
alienated. In the case of "Theresa Stern," the character he created
with Tom Verlaine, the facade went even further. Tom and Dick dressed
in drag, superimposed their faces in an author photograph, and assumed
the identity of a jaded-to-death half-Jewish, halfPuerto Rican hooker
and sometime poetess.
Asked by interviewer Mary Harronlater to direct I Shot Andy
Warhol and American Psychoif she had any advice for
her readers, "Theresa" intoned the following: "Onetry to overcome
hope; twocultivate your most 'shameful' traits; threehelp
me."
This pretty much says it all. From the beginning, Richard Hell has
burned with the same blue flame of misfit insight and desperate beauty.
In "Winter Poem," written when he was pushing fifty, Hell may have summed
up the source of his high temperature: "I am," he writes, "totally without
joy, except that which might follow from succeeding at this."
Which, for some of us who stumbled out of Blankville ourselves, is
about as life-affirming as it gets.
Jerry Stahl is the author of the memoir Permanent
Midnight (Warner Books, 1995). His latest book is the novel Plainclothes
Naked (William Morrow, 2001).
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